Cyrus Ramsey
05-20-2002, 05:14 PM
Today is the first day of pure hell for me. After 15 years of smoking, with the last two years smoking over two packs a day I have finally said enough and am attempting to quit. AND IT FUCKING SUCKS MAJOR DONKEY BALLS!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Every single thing I do I associate with smoking, so I am always reaching into my pocket for another cigeratte even though their are none there. I went and bought the nicotine gum.....and it doesn't help. It has now been 11 and a half hours since my last cigeratte and I want nothing more then to be able to smoke one again.
To bad I can't.....those black chunks of lung and mucas that I keep coughing up every morning are what convinced me to quit.
Every single thing I do I associate with smoking, so I am always reaching into my pocket for another cigeratte even though their are none there. I went and bought the nicotine gum.....and it doesn't help. It has now been 11 and a half hours since my last cigeratte and I want nothing more then to be able to smoke one again.
To bad I can't.....those black chunks of lung and mucas that I keep coughing up every morning are what convinced me to quit.